tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3590559717675676586.post6790364724443115960..comments2024-01-13T05:32:42.984-05:00Comments on A Mother Lost ...: Invisible ScarsStephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12437880949660876740noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3590559717675676586.post-10664459757939175562011-11-17T11:31:10.325-05:002011-11-17T11:31:10.325-05:00You know whats weird for me. I'm the opposite ...You know whats weird for me. I'm the opposite just because I feel like I have to be strong for my family and my boyfriend. I almost feel like I'm not aloud to be sad when I'm around them. It stays bottled in until that moment I'm alone...Krystalhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01874516192158083551noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3590559717675676586.post-29655537213411064872011-11-16T23:54:20.528-05:002011-11-16T23:54:20.528-05:00I know, right? What are you supposed to look like?...I know, right? What are you supposed to look like? How are you supposed to act. I scared my family and close friends. I looked like a zombie. My dad just told me a few days ago that it hurt him to see me. He said I was just a shell of a person for so many weeks. I had empty eyes. He said that when you looked at me, it was like nobody was home. I am sure that is scary to look at your child and see them in so much pain and know there is nothing you can do to take it away. When he told me that, I had a similar thought to the one you just expressed. If you thought the outside appearance of me was scary, there would be no way you could handle the mess of what was inside. I hope you are finding an ounce of peace, an ounce of healing every day.Stephaniehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12437880949660876740noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3590559717675676586.post-12113464887811322002011-11-16T23:19:21.259-05:002011-11-16T23:19:21.259-05:00I had a very similar experience in Walmart just a ...I had a very similar experience in Walmart just a few weeks into this process. My poor husband just followed me. It was like I was out of my body and just watching the scene. Someone at work told me I didn't look like I was grieving my child. I had no words. I wanted to scream. What exactly am I supposed to look like then. Because if my exterior matched the interior the scars would scare you away.Tara Finney aka Aidan's Mommahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08184046001406703928noreply@blogger.com