Everyday, I think of you.
Even if I don't say your names aloud, the whisper of them lies in my heart.
There's no way anyone can possibly know how much I think of you. How often your names enter my mind and the love I have penetrates deep.
There's no way anyone can possibly know how much I think of you. How many times I wonder what you would being doing now. How many times I wonder what you would look like and how long your hair would be. Would it be long like your older sister's? How many times I wonder if your laughter would be the same or if I would be able to tell the difference between you two by your giggles. Would you even look the same to me? Or would you look completely different to me as you were different in personalities?
I miss you terribly.
There's no way anyone can possibly know just how much I miss you.
There's no way anyone can possibly know just how much my heart hurts because of the forever hole that now exists.
This ache is all too familiar and yet alien at the same time. Will it always be this way?
Will the hurt always surprise me in new ways? It is just so unnatural to lose a child. How do you ever live the same?
Stephanie
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